March 2009
6 posts
my dads girlfriend is a cunt licking mother fucker and i hate her! just FYI.
well, fuck a printer.
i have 9823745987 english homework assignments that are due wednesday.
my printer just decided to run out of ink.
i can’t get ink until tomorrow.
this is a huge setback because all of my assignments basically revolve around printing.
i hate going off track.
i have a list of things that need to be done in a specific order for a specific reason.
i can’t just skip around.
what the...
heart attack.
I feel like I’m about to have a heart attack. I’m 100% overwhelmed with school and trying to do everything else everyone else wants me to do. I’m sooo fed up with it all! I need a break. I need time for myself. I need time away from school. I need time away from people. I hate school. I hate people. Both stress me out and make me feel this way. I wish i were stranded on my own...
February 2009
1 post
hm.
I haven’t posted anything lately.
my life has been pretty … okay actually.
i quit my job… it was stressing me out too much… now i’m on the search for a new one.
i’m actually passing 3/4 classes this semester and that makes me SO happy… hopefully i can bring up my biology grade.
i’m happier now also because i’m hanging out with a few more...
December 2008
25 posts
I just want a normal life. that’s all that i’ve asked God for since i was 5. I’ve always noticed that my family was not like other families. my family fought more, looked different, acted different… everything. i’m not asking for anything perfect. just something more normal. i’ve grown up with burdens, depression, and feeling like i’ve always been a...
Chronicles.
Hm, it’s been quiet a few days since I last posted anything on here. I’m finally finished with college this semester. Now I just have to get advised so I can schedule my classes for the next semester. I really want to quit my job. I love the people there, but I’m just not happy with it anymore. I really want change and I want to experience more things than just working at a donut...
wow, haha.
I just realized that both of my blogs so far today have been Blink 182 related. Funny. [=
First Date by Blink 182
Okay, So I know that I’m being schizophrenic with things between me and you. First of all, just know that I don’t like to get attached because I’ve been hurt so many times. I’m scared to let my wall down. I’ve let it down for you more than I have for anyone in the past few years… which is totally out of my comfort zone. Anyway, I’m not sure why exactly but...
I can't do this anymore.
We have to talk. We’re not right. I can’t play with my own heart this way. &you’re definitely not taking advantage of it either. what if things don’t work out?
…I’m not strong enough for this.
edit: I hope you read this first, because I’m scared to start the conversation. It might hurt us both, but it needs to be done.
Don't Forget: Lock the Door.
Tomorrow Jordan and I are hanging out. I’m pretty excited. We barely ever get to hang out anymore. I wonder what we will wind up doing? Maybe we will go see a movie. Or go shopping. Or go bowling. I’m not sure. But, whatever it is I hope we have fun. [= Afterwards or beforehand I plan on going to visit Allison. SO, tomorrow should be a funfilled and busy day… at least for a...
sleepy eyes.
I worked from 4 am until 11 am this morning. I’m kindof tired. We were not 100% busy, but maybe 85%… HAHA. I’m incredibly tired right now. I think I may take a nap… I really should study for my Biology final though… maybe I’ll just nap first so I can have energy for later. Yes, that’s my excuse… I’m going to nap now.
Sometimes.
Sometimes I like to just sit alone in my room and type random blogs to get things off of my chest. That’s basically what these things are used for anyway, so here I go. Lately, my life has been pretty depressing. No, not my life. Me. I’ve been depressed. My reasons are unexplainable even to myself. I think that it is stress. My depressed stage kind of lifted off a little whenever I...
today.
Today was better than most days. I needed a day out. Even if it was just a day out to school.
Lie, Cheat, & Steal: High School Ethics Survey... →
… I remember when I was in high school and my friends and I use to mark the most outrageous answers on these things. I’ve always wondered if some of them were not lying though… I know I wasn’t lying about everything. But I always laughed at it when I chose my answer… So I wouldn’t be looked down upon I suppose. Oh well, we all need to be listened too sometimes...
this song is probably the closest to describing...
Feelings Manifest
I want to go to school for something that I am interested in. I want to get my head in check. I don’t need another person to do that.
I need to relearn how to love myself.
Who has made the biggest impact on you?
My cousin just told me about a project that she is doing in one of her classes at her high school. Basically, it’s an essay about one person that has made an impact on society or something like that. It led me to tonights blog… who has made the biggest impact on me? I’m not sure I can answer this directly or with just one person’s name. In fact, there have been many many...
WatchI can never watch this too many times. It kindof moves me in a way. Maybe it’s just the intensity.
resolutions 2
So, the New Year hasn’t even started yet and I’ve already accomplished one of my resolutions. “Get a new job or get a raise”… My salary got raised from $7 to $7.50 today. [= I’m excited. It may not be a whole lot but it will show.
&now to complete the others…
November 2008
12 posts
KT Threads →
This is my online store. Go buy stuff. [= Sealed cash and paypal are accepted.
“I myself am made entirely of flaws, stitched together with good intentions.”
– Augusten Burroughs
Resolutions
I don’t think that it is too early to start noting a few goals and resolutions for the up and coming year. There are many many things that I hope to accomplish in 2009. They are as follows… except in no particular order.
Resolutions: The usual, “lose 20 pounds by June.”
Learn to speak German.
Pull up my GPA at Southeastern
Don’t get kicked out of College.
...
It's like the annexation of Puerto Rico or...
hm, wow. I typed a whole blog and accidently deleted it before it got posted. Oh well, I don’t feel like typing it all again. Maybe tomorrow. I’m going to sleep now.
“Nobody realizes that some people expend tremendous energy merely to be normal”
– Albert Camus
“The real voyage of discovery consists not in seeking new landscapes but in...”
– Marcel Proust
...
something’s not right.
“Edward had always thought that he belonged to the world of horror stories. Of...”
– Bella [Breaking Dawn]
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"About three things I was absolutely positive..."
Thanksgiving is this Thursday. It just dawned on me that I haven’t even though of the things this year that I am thankful for. Most people think that I am a selfish individual who only cares about myself. While this holds true most of the time, there actually are many things that I am quiet passionate about that I am thankful for. Yes, some of them are materialistic, but some of them are...
